Saturday, 25 July 2009 '

updating will be paused for awhile till blogger fixed itself up...
having many troubles with blogger and getting fed up with it.

pisssssssseed.

Thursday, 16 July 2009 '

i was just thinking about best friends..
even though things wouldn't last forver
they would die or disappear someday
we could only hope that it could last longer each day months years...
and pray with our hearts that it won't end each day.
realised that i have did so much things with sam (:
not to forget emilyn too.. x)
it is like we have done alot of things together.
swimming together
sleeping together on the same bed
staying overnight late
going overseas together
many many more.
even shared clothes?
my friendship with sam has started since sec 1?
i known her through the ncc kayaking competition.
hahas.. glad to have met her.
guys who let her go are fools.
going to be full 3 years since i met sam (:

tomorrow got e maths and chem test!
gosh! i failed my a maths and geog.
can't believe it...
can't believe i failed geog by a bloody damned half mark.
great work ole..

hope u can sleep well my dearies teddy bear..
dream good and sweetdreams
and not letting the tears to drown u in sadness
as i am always here for you if you need someone.
and don't ever hide away from me again...
gosh... why do i sound like a boyfriend? ==
i am straight!

Wednesday, 15 July 2009 '

Hoois!
haven't been updating consistently (:
well! i am back (x

today sucked...
u know how it feels knowing that someone u love is sad.
while she tried to not let everyone knows that she is.
though she can't hide her sorrows away from me.
and i did not do anything to cheer her up.
all i did was to make sure that she knows i am not worrying.
cause you wouldn't wanna worry someone u love.
i tried my best though.
at the same time felt guilty.
knowing that she needs someone to be with her.
and i still could be cheerful infront of her.
shouldn't i be grabbing some guy's neck
and holding a knife infront of him?
or taking revenge of what someone done to her?
should i tell her to give up?
or.. or should i tell her to continue her fairytale world?
or slap her in the face and wake up [i won't]
or just lend her myself so that she could rumble out her disatisfactions.
or even cry her tears out.
or just be like a statue stoning staring at her ignoring her troubles?
i know she is grown up..
and she is not a person to show anyone her true feelings..
and she is not someone who is very open about herself.
but.. but she is yearning for someone to be there for her.
and i really want to be that person.
but i just don't know how to do it.
i was afraid that if i helped her...
i would only just makes matter worse...
i just wish for her to sleep peacefully every night.
and be happy of the decision she chose.
not to forget make sure she eats properly.
not eatin cup noodles every night.....

sleep well dearies..
make sure it is a good dream this time...
and please cry no more ):
remember i will always love u kays.

Saturday, 11 July 2009 '

kinda pissed now
just played audi with nithya and her friend.
her friend was getting on my nerves.
thinking that i was a hacker.
wtf is his problem.
just cause i won him
and my points were high and he thinks i hack?
lols.
then that means ur bro hacker luh.
loser sia.
he thought that i didnt know he was pming nit.
think i stupid arh.
thats mean everybody who more pro then me hacker luh.
ki siao.
this wasn't my first time being accused as hacker.
just cause i was using my cousin acc [level 6]
then my points was around 700k
one girl pm me say i hacker. wtf
i told her "don't believe me go and save and check for urself"
then she just kept quiet and exited.

auurgh..
sometimes audi can get on my nerves.
now days whenever i play audi
i will keep dc-ing.
[not in the mood now]

Friday, 3 July 2009 '

i made an oath to commit myself to textbooks and worksheets till the major test is over.
that means lesser computer time and lesser play time.
last few days have been seriously studying

i tell myself to buck up this semester.
i even gave up my fun time to watch movie with the guys and sam today
and went home straight to study my a maths.
some how i dont find it boring.
i find it the opposite way [fun]

good luck for the major test :D

Wednesday, 1 July 2009 '

OH.
i forgotten to mention.
today is the 1st july.
WHICH IS NIGEL'S BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL!

N-ot a person to mess with.
I-rresitable cute
G-ood boy >.>
E-xtra extra hardwoking. on games only
L-amer who like to fake people.

Today i didnt go school.
currently wearing a mask everywhere i go.
ha

ving fever and flu symptoms.
NO H1N1!
dont curse me

u know everytime i post.
i would put a picture on my post?
sometimes is pictured my mood.
or it would be something i wanna talk about.
but this time i have no idea why blogger dont let me
post a picture. >3

this time. or rather my first time.
i am going to talk about my dream i had last night.
it was a kinda cool dream.
i was with some one which i dont remember.
i saw this very cool ice cream shop.
we were passed a plain ice cream
and a palate with alot of funny coloured liquid.
we have to dip the ice cream into the liquid
and say out the flavour that we want
then the ice cream will turn out that flavour.
there are even toppings!
say out the toppings u want
and it will appear. haha
then we kept eating the ice cream
it is like the ice cream never melts or finish.
we kept eating and eating.
till my mum came in my dream.
then we realised we couldnt afford the ice cream.
then i forgotten the rest.
this was one of the few dreams that i remembered
usually whenever i wake up i will forget about my dream.
or even forget about whether did i dream at all.
sometimes i just forget about my dreams.............
lols! positive! happy! smile! think positive!
thats my moto "ALWAYS THINK POSITIVE"

gtg. my mum is screaming again.
she always have to scream on wednesday.
how i wish that one day she would at least cool down.
and think before shes starts to open her mouth
why is she such a picky person.
she always wants everything to be neat.
even when it isnt her room.
there isnt such thing as privacy in this house.
i cant even have peace in my room
as she always comes in my room to check on me.
i cant even lock my room door!
or rather not my room but the room my sis and i are sharing?
i really wanna have my own room soon!
how i wish....